Everything happens for me not to me!

This one will sound more like a song, a poem or an anonymous letter but you'll have to flow with it...

 

What they did to me, I'm doing the same to others...

it's not like I'm intentional but somehow I find myself in the same spot...

Leaving isn't what hurt me, 

either way it could have failed but at least you could have said bye...

Could have said why it couldn't work...

I would have understood...

I wasn't that desperate or unreasonable to hold you back when you wanted to go...

but at least you should have said why it couldn't work.

I really would have understood and let you go in peace and harmony.

Maybe the reason I still hold on to you is the hope that you didn't leave completely...

Maybe you're working on something once it's done you'll be back...

I keep holding on some of our memories hoping one day you'll be back but still no glimpse of you...

Now I understand why people who never said bye to their loved ones who are dead still hope they will be back because they didn't say their final words, never saw them for the last time for real to understand that they are gone for sure and that they won't be back ...

It's not like I want you back because even if you came I couldn't easily let you in but I want to know why you left that way without a word...

Reflection Part:

The bible teaches us to forgive but who am I supposed to forgive? me or you? 

Dear Lord, you are the only one who can set my spirit free and stop me from hurting myself and others because this is not good for anyone.

Heal me and heal these scars but if they will be used to help others then help me realize how and when I'm going to use them.

Open my eyes to see this in your perspective and learn from it. 

Because you say everything happens for me not to me then recover me and I'll be free, 

I promise I'll use the lessons to help others...

I trust you Lord!

And those were her final words... 

What do you think of this letter? 

What do you think they are replicating to others as referred in the beginning of the story?

Comment below your thoughts on this one...

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